You will get to a point where you want to simply be called “Ta.” Nothing more and nothing less. Hence the name of your blog: tathatsall. You think Ta is pretty unique (especially the fact that you are subliminally teaching people manners now when they say your name). But on to more serious (or not so) matters.
You are amazing. Wear what you want. Don’t try to shape yourself to another persons “cool.” That is what we call a duplicate. This is just a big ass expensive ass high school. There is nothing you can’t do. Try everything. Go shop at a thrift store with all of that money you received. Stay in touch with the members of CASCADE, they seem like some pretty dope individuals. Smoke some weed (more than some) and get drunk. Perhaps even try a freakin mushroom for Pete’s sake (or for Ta’s sake).
Honestly though, (even more serious) your journey is going to make you realize the beauty in life that you have always known. You shall eventually set your soul free. Do not be afraid to. And it’s not going to be easy destroying, but what’s the beauty in something if you don’t experience hardship? Remember what you saw the other day: people praise the butterfly, but not the journey it took to get there (or something to that affect).
TatianAliScruggs (thats going to be your copyright for whatever you decide to create, be it yourself, or just some form of happiness.) You are great and all takes is for you to realize this in order to truly find what your heart so desires.